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TRULY KEEP IT 

DEEP INSIDE MY HEART

NO ONE WILL KNOWS ABOUT IT

NEVER

NEVER

AND NEVER

haaa, tahu ape?

ELMO <3

peneman sy walau mne mne pon sy pegi :)

toilet?

mesty bawak :)

sedih?

elmo ade :)

marah?

elmo ade :)

kecewa?

elmo ade :)

little peace elmo <3 baby elmo :)

#macambudakbudak

#bematuredlawey

#patongjehponn

p/s : kesah pulak aku??

sukati aku

tk suke lantak kau :)

? VS :)

u need me?

i know you are not :)

kesah pulak aku?

memang aku kesah :)

nk share ngn aku?

meh lah, sedia mendengar :) 

nak ke kau?

ikot kau la :)

p/s : ape jadah sume nihh? tk faham ape aku post :)

beeing blank 

F.I.N.A.L

shitt, PB sumenyer rendah. agaknyer dh buat yg terbaik. confident untok score the best for carry marks. then boleh backup sikit untok paper final :( bad things, dpt thu last minit sume total PB. last minit thought will give the best marks. tp hancor. nk tk nk kne push untok final :( macro? was doing bad!! tk tido pagi hafal ituh inih, tp haram masok dalam essay. obj ponn blh kire brape jehh yg masok. bisness math? blank, formula sume ilang. not enough time. aarrgghh. :( last paper will be marketing. tkde dugaan lg lepas nih, mintk lhh.. :( hope the best will come the best :)

jiwa ni kosong. dh tk thu nk pikir ape dah. hm, nk hepy blh buat buat hepy. memang menjadi. tp hati ni sakit. sampai bile nk tahan sume nih? penat lah. hm  yup. tkde sape blh phmape yg aku rase sbb aku sendiri tk tunjok abes kt dorang dgn ape yg aku ras. im sick of it!!!

haih,,,,, u know me. jgn simply simply judge me without knowing anything :( u use to be bad if u do that :( sy tidak ade mksod ape ape. juge tidak memihak kt sesape. both salah, so jgn nk cari blame org lain if i use to get close dgn si die. sy cume jadi org tengah n tempt untok seseorang luahkn perasaan. ituh aje.  salah ke dengar perasaan org lain tp yg di sebelah sane mule pikir -ve?? if u realy know who i am, u should not never ever accused me anything :) ryte dear. loveyou <3 

HURTING =='

hm, rase sakit kt hati ni tk terubt lg. nk potpet kt blog pon tk thu nk starting mcm mane. nih pon dh terlalu lame tk update ==' nk simpn jeh mmg dh tk tertahan. mane mane pun bnde tuh akan sy sentiase nmpk n terigt juge dh tk blh nk elak. haish, raye tahun nih sungguh tk bg ape ape mkne. sangat rase tidak semangat nk raye :( haish, sangat sriyes, otak blank giler -,- 

pape pun, nk raye dh nih, to all my belove one, selamat hari raye. sorry kalau slame nih ade menyakitkn hati sesape, terkasar bahase or whatsoever. yg penting ituh sume bukn keluar dari hati dan sangat tidak sengaje.. hanye manusia biasa yg tk pernah lari dari buat kesilapan :) 

maaf kan saye dan sangat sayang korang :)

a life spent making mistake is not only more honorable but more useful than a life spent in doing nothing.

giveup!!

BLANK MIND!!!!

biakn saye jadi antare yg sedih. asalkn sy gembire didlm bile tengok yg lain gembire. dah memadai buat sy.

25 may 2011

bengang

not in mood

sakit hati

kecewa

sedih

geram

sy thu sy tk sepatotnye rase mcmtuh. sdangkn silap yg awk buat kt sy tuh tk lh besar sebenarnye

tp knp sy rse mcmtuh? why? i thought im going to have fun on tht day.. sriyesly it's so SUCK!! 

dh lh tengok movie yg sememangnye movie yg '' takat leleh'' dpt pulak masalah time tuh. rase nk menangis jee. air mate dh pon bertakong. tp thn. malu tkot org nmpk.. 

p/s: :'(

what each KISS means???

 Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together 

Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends

 Kiss on the Hand: I adore you

Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now

 Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect

 Kiss on the Lips: 

I LOVE YOU...

p/s : come and decide which kiss u guys want to? heeee^^

y pic nih pon nk uplod? hmm saje nk kasi thu. tuh toilet tmpt kje. hmm dh 2 hari kje, mmg mkn gaji bute jee. customer tkde. tkthu nk buat ape dlm 12 jam tuh. dh naik muak jln jln tmpt yg same. boring jee g toilet. cermin toilet tuh pon agaknye dh muak sik nmpk sy. haishh nsb baik staff kt sane sume peramah. ngee ^^. hmm, tk thu nk bebel ape dh..

bosan

tkde idea

heee^^

happy mother's day mom. we love you so much :)

ALLAH TIDAK AKAN MENGUJI HAMBANYA DI LUAR KEMAMPUAN HAMBANYA

segale cabaran dan dugaan yg dilimpahkn kepade sy, semestinye sy akn hadapi dgn kuat dn befikiran terbuke

haissh, bosan lah nk post bnde bnde SAD jeh. eeerrrrrrr.. cukop bosan... oke. lepas nih promise, happy post saje oke.. hope get a life yg more colourfull mcm kaler di atas ini :)

sometimes, the only thing i want is to lock myself in my room, lay on the floor, listen to music, and cry till i have no tear's left.

first week of may

otk nih berserabot sgt.. pikir result jeh.. sbb sy tk nk repeat :'( hope ALLAH give the best for me <3 at the same time, hati nih terlalu desperate sgt nk kje. tk tau knp, myb mate nih asyik kua symbol ss je.. hmm luckily isaac ade job untok sy.. die ramai membe n die ade membe sorang nih yg perlukn promoter untok product DYSON :) so, i decide untok pegi interview 2 days ago.. oemgee, dapat part time di OU. kje sabtu n ahad jeh n per day 100. if dpt jual product die, i get komisen jugak.. so, saye dh kire, dlm 1month sy kje 8 hari saje, sy dah bole dpt 800 :) n maybe sy akn continue mase sem break dh abes :) if tk larat, sy benti. hmmm then yesterday, 5 may was my anniversarry ngn anep sam.. it suppose to be a big day cos, kami dah setahon :) tp malangnye.. hmm sedih sgt sgt.. on tht nyte, kami tk berape mesra, myb sy tetekn dgn keadaan sekeliling n die lh yg jde mangse sy.. im sorry :( he text me n he said. he needs me. tp sy decide untok tido awal. but same goes to me.. i need him too. sy bosan n perlukn someone.. ade junior sy yg nk ajak meet. so tht day kami pegi ou tengok seru. im not happy act mase kua. otak nih jus thinking about anep anep n anep jeh.. tp sy tahan.. tp ap bole buat?? sy betol betol perlukn someone n sy nk anep sorang :( ego semakin kuat kt diri nih.. awak, saye hanye mampu ckp sy sayang awak <3

THERE'S NO COLD IN MY LIFE........... ONLY WARM.. JUST WARM... N NOW IT'S BEING SO HOT!!!!!!

readers :D saje je nk uplod pic nih.. nk kasi tahu, di atas itu desktop sy oke :) comel tk? heee bulu bulu red, iloveyou <3 pic ELMO itu pemberian mea mimie sewaktu kami skype. heeee. now, sy terlalu addicted sgt dgn ini ELMO <3 iloveyou <3. because....... bile sy sedih, sy tengok die je sy rase tenang tau. even die patong yg tkde feeling, tp muke die senyum aje :) so, sy tenang. comel lg.. insyaallah sy akn kumpol koleksi ELMO ini.. now memang tkde lg.. heee tp saye akn try sampai sy sukses. heee awak, saye sayang awak <3 awak lah penenang dan penghibor jiwa dan hati saye <3 iloveyou <3

THAT SHOULD BE ME


Everybody's laughing in my mind,
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy,
Do you do what you did when you
did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't!

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me

That should be me,
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes,
It's funny how you used that time
To have me replaced,
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me,
You're takin' him where we used to go,
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart,
It's working 'cause you know that,...

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me ,

Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart!!!

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me,
Holding your hand,
That should be me,
Oh i makin you laugh, oh Baby,
That should be me,
(that should be me givin you flowers)
That should be me,
Talking by hours,that should be me, that should be me,
that should be me

Never should've let you go,!
I never should've let you go,!
That should be me!! <3
Never should've let you go
That should be me!!<3

SAKIT


haishh, lately nih, petir tk benti benti menyambar. petang pulak tuh. best mmg best, sejuk sentiase. tp nk begerak kesane kesini cukop susah. hmm getting flu suddenly. perit sgt tekak ni, nk mkan ape pon cukop tk selere. hmmmm sad :( lapa :( give samething tok sy oke. ubat sangat tidak luak :( tersekse....


WORRIED


cuti 2months ramai org suke sgt. tp realiti bg sy, hmm, tk best :( perasaan risau sering menyebulungi diri nih ( am my word ryte? haha :D ) hmmm risau pasal ape tau ke? result tok fis sem. sudah buat yg terbaik even sanggop tk tido sbb stady punye pasal :''( last exam pulak bale menimpe.. dugaan kn? sy punye slip ilang tah kemane. kne halau tau ke..( ayat mea mimie, rindu die, tau ke <3) kne byar 10hengget tok jwb exam balik. syukor alhamdulillah. tp duit melayang mcmtuh jeh :( tkpe, sy ikhlas oke :)


ADIB NAUFAL


teman mama anta bby g cek up. doc said die tk perlu ikat tgn lg cos lelangit die is getting better. so, tk lah penat nk jge die lepas nih :) dulu ikat tgn bukn men susah lg.. ya, i noe how he feels :) sunngoh tk selese kn adib kn :)

hmmm, tk  tau nk udate ape act. mmg melalot je lah. mengisi kebosanan

“A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.”

saye yg snap oke pic tuh :) nmpk tk kt atas skali belah kanan tuh?? cik pon ke tuh?? hahaha korang percaye? terpulang lah kt korang. tp bg kami???? ia penoh ngn lakonan semate mate.. nk tnjok gmbar jeh. sbb nk padam kt fon dah. so nk simpn kt blog aje oke? kalau sy rase nk delete, nanty sy delete :)

:'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

credited to my sayang ANEP

The day by day, i feel  so.......... huh, it’s all the –ve feeling :’( All i do is, just stay alone n thinking what will come out next :’(.. all i have is problem.  It’s everywhere..  only i can do is, i text my lovely lovely person that i ever had. The one who realy care to me, who loves me for who i am, who understand me, not always, sometimes but i do loves him too. I had face so many problems and i cant even can handle it by myself.. i will not solve the problem but i will keep it as long as i can. Before this, i do share my probs.. but now, im sorry.. sampai bile bile pon, i will keep it as long as i could. But one day, i will share to you.  Sorry sayang.. its not the ryte time yet. All i want is, just to be beside you, near to you. Can i get that sayang?  Can i? Ouh, jgn nk hope sangat la tin.. :’(

*the way i make my face infront of you, the way i treat you, the way i talk to you, the way by word when i text you, i noe it’s so irritating.. ryte dear?? Dats what you feel ryte? Im sorry dear.  I do need you. Realy realy neeed. Do not disappointed me pliz. Im being so sensitive ryte now. I need  love from everyone who close to me. But i can’t ever can get that. Only a hope from you sayang. Just from you..only you :’(

*awak, can bwak sy jaoh jaoh tk?? Sy nk senang dn ketenangan.. sy nk ckp ngn pokok pokok dn awak.

*all the way to sms hulu Selangor, kiri kanan pokok pokok jeh awak. Tkde lain. Only i can imagine is, mcm mane lah kn both of us akn dudok kt atas pokok pokok yg tinggi tuh, dgn kabos kabos yg sejuk gile nk mati tuh.. just both of us. Hanye kite :’( sure hebat kn :) jaoh dari segale halangan sbb kite kt tmpt tinggi kn?

* tk pon kn, dudok kt laot wak. Ombak bwk segale kesedihan sy kt awak jaoh dri saye. Yg tinggal sweet moment saje. Nk nk nk? Boleh?

haha, I AM STUDY HARD :)

around 9.30am.. bukak buku akaun :)
mood : bersemangat :D


suddenly my phone ring...........
aween : tin, buat ape?
me : study dohh.. sal?
aween : jum teman aween g bank. nk buat akaun ahh :(
me : oke :)


around 10 samting mcmtuh, she's arrive. kami naik kete then zzzuupppp... :)
me : erh, nih nk g mane dohh?
aween : mkn jap, lapa ahh :)
so, we enter to  village park :)


biasenye buat bank near dengan balai polis...
tp lain pulak melencong..
i was wondering..
me : win, g mane dohh?
aween : ou nk? bukn nk g bank dohh. bosan seyh. huhu 
me : aku budak nih.. pelangkong karang!! mood semangat sangat nk study nih!!


tp saye pagi juge. hehehe bosan jugk..kami bukn ber2. die ngan baby die. hahaha
john tersayang. wakakakaka <3 she loves john :)


jalan jalan enter to kitschen :)
dah masok, beli samting :)
tk nk g tau beli ape ^^


john : haos bhai :(
aween : bubble tea ^^
me : ngokngek!!


beli jugak :) strawberry. masam babi!!


balik rumah 3.00pm. TEPAT!!
bukak lappy n blogging :) OUT!!!


nk belek FUNDAMENTALS OF ACCOUNTING yang tersayang <3 


         gud luck to D5 n my classmate DPM1A tersayang <3

do need them!!

 I NEED ALL THIS PEOPLE


family
anep
kami gilaks
D5
my best ever cousin AWEEN

ryte now saye perlukan anep :)

anep :(

im sorry for ignoring you. hal sabtu lepas betol betol buat sy tkde mood ngan awk. sy tau sy pikir prasaan sy jeh tk pikir prasaan awk. i try but i can't. ego terlalu tinggi n itu yg awk describe sy bukn? sory sangat sangat. maybe jugak sy kurang rest tok minggu nih n otak penat sangat :'( and i admit that i was being so sensitive :'(  iloveyou imissyou. dot noe how to show it but deep in my heart i do love you <3 love sangat sangat.. truly it takes time untok sy oke. tunggu oke?

I miss you :’(

The only  things that i want you to noe is..

Imissyou

Imisstheoldyou

:’(

Miss nk lepak ngan kau. miss nk borak ngan kau. Miss nk gelak ngan kau. Miss nk buat kau ketawe ngan kelakar aku. Miss nk denga problem kau. Miss everything dekat kau :’( knp lately nih everyting have change? Aku tk mintk pun. Sory sayanggg :’( jgn piker –ve kt sy plizz. Im still atin yang kau kenal dulu :’( atin yang dulu tk penah berubah. Cume situation skg,  msing msing bz n i admid that i more with my classmate :’( tp tk salahkn. One day, kite akn separate jugak tp INGAT im still loveyou.

MULUT DAH BERBUIH!!!

lately nih.. mane mane aku pegi orang asyik tanye knp dengan kau. bukan tanye aku sorang jeh, tp tanye membe lain jugak.. ko tau tk??????????? penat babi nk ckap sal kau!! hari hari pasal kau!! tkde bnde lain ke??? nk bukak cite lain pon tk bole sbb ko mcm dah ade kt sekeliling kitorang!! buat ape menyemak????? rimas ahhh!! g jejaoh ahh buat mase nih. nanti satu mase kene ngadap muke kau lg. kejap tkpe, tp lame!!!! dulu cite sikit, mule lah mate nih nk berair. tp skg.. cite byk kali pon dah tkde prasaan dah sebab dah lali sangat!! tp agak agak ahhh. kering air lior ahh !!!!!!


awak awak...........
get away from me pliz :)
saye tk bole tengok awak lah..
kalau saye tengok, saye senang cair ngan muke awak yg buat buat muke tk besalah :)
tolong k????

KAU PELAKON TERHEBAT YANG PERNAH AKU JUMPA :)

eeee syaiton!!! stiap kali aku tengok profile ko, ko nih mcm tkde rase pape kn????? mcm ko tk buat salah sebelom nih kn????? eeee, pahal samdol sangat aku dapat kenal orang cam kau haaaa!!!!! ape yang ko buat kt kitorang slame nih cam tkde prasaan kn????? eeee, dasar manusia tolol!!! manusia yang bertopengkan syaiton. queen of syaiton lah ko nih!!!!! geramnyer.... sebab kau aku buat blog nih. nk ikotkn hati, aku malas nk layan bnde bnde nih, sbb aku bukn orang yang suke type!! im lazy for doing ol this. tp sebab kau!!!!! aku rajin!! bodah ahh, malas ahh nk cakap sal kau tp tk tau knp otak nih sik pikir sal kau jeh. aku sayang ko lah syaiton!!!!!!! even aku baru kenal kau!!! aaarrgghhh, berambos lah ko!!! aku tk pernah kenal ko!!!!!


aku benci kau!!
aku benci kau!!
aku benci kau!!


dah 3 kali aku cakap........ MEMANG AKU BENCI KAU SANGAT SANGAT!!!