otk nih berserabot sgt.. pikir result jeh.. sbb sy tk nk repeat :'( hope ALLAH give the best for me <3 at the same time, hati nih terlalu desperate sgt nk kje. tk tau knp, myb mate nih asyik kua symbol ss je.. hmm luckily isaac ade job untok sy.. die ramai membe n die ade membe sorang nih yg perlukn promoter untok product DYSON :) so, i decide untok pegi interview 2 days ago.. oemgee, dapat part time di OU. kje sabtu n ahad jeh n per day 100. if dpt jual product die, i get komisen jugak.. so, saye dh kire, dlm 1month sy kje 8 hari saje, sy dah bole dpt 800 :) n maybe sy akn continue mase sem break dh abes :) if tk larat, sy benti. hmmm then yesterday, 5 may was my anniversarry ngn anep sam.. it suppose to be a big day cos, kami dah setahon :) tp malangnye.. hmm sedih sgt sgt.. on tht nyte, kami tk berape mesra, myb sy tetekn dgn keadaan sekeliling n die lh yg jde mangse sy.. im sorry :( he text me n he said. he needs me. tp sy decide untok tido awal. but same goes to me.. i need him too. sy bosan n perlukn someone.. ade junior sy yg nk ajak meet. so tht day kami pegi ou tengok seru. im not happy act mase kua. otak nih jus thinking about anep anep n anep jeh.. tp sy tahan.. tp ap bole buat?? sy betol betol perlukn someone n sy nk anep sorang :( ego semakin kuat kt diri nih.. awak, saye hanye mampu ckp sy sayang awak <3
